I'm sat proof reading a post for another blog I write, which happens to be a gaming blog, which is written primarily for myself but I do have quite a lot of readers now so I like to make it "user friendly", and I don't swear much, or say a lot of the vulgar things that naturally tend to come out of my mouth, I *try* not to be too opinionated, and generally don't make it too "me". I mean its me,...but not too much.
After spending about fifteen minutes typing out a funny story I re read it and thought, wow, that is too me, it had swears, I sounded like a whiny little bitch, I was quite cutting and offensive, not something I can hit publish on. So I picked up my cup of tea and sat looking out of my window, wondering what else i could write or how I could restructure a whole paragraph so that people would read it and focus solely on the fact that I used the word wanker about six times during my revelation. I then ended up in this thought process where at the end I felt like Buzz Lightyear from Toy Story where he can't fly. I can't post, well I can post but I need to maintain some sort of decorum on that blog (apparently it's called knowing your audience), and I felt like I'd suffocated myself a little bit, don't get me wrong, I love my little blog, but sometimes I'd love nothing more than to go fucking ham about a subject and really let loose.
Drinking my tea I made myself giggle by quoting Buzz "I am...MISSIS NEZBIT". So here I am, now starting a new blog, where I intend to be as open and honest as I want to be, because I can. I am also aware that I have not spelled Nezbit the way it is in the script, or the name in general, but this was how it looked in my head and I kind of liked it, it's me.
There is also no description for this blog yet. I think one may appear over time but right now I don't really know what this is for, or how it will be received, or if anyone will even read it apart from me. Will I even be able to update it regularly? What if I have nothing to talk about? Do I just make some shit up? Do I try and write an amusing short story? Or do I just post a picture of a rock and tell everyone to enjoy it? All these questions were ones that were answered over time with my other blog, so I think I shall probably do the same here, I'm not going to worry about not having anything to write about, I'm not going to worry if no one reads it when I do, I am just going to sit back, sucking down English Breakfast tea at my desk.
Because every day is a tea party here.
